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Hey everyone its your favorite Gossip Girl Precious……Its been a minute but you know I have to get back on the scene because the hood is out of control and I am just the one out it back together. So last time we spoke I was going through the drama with my baby daddies and their bullshit but its worse now because one of them is mad that I am taking his ass to court for child support. I finally got my own spot now through Section 8 and it’s cool for a two bedroom but it be jumping if you catch my drift. Shaquae actually might be moving in with me because remember I told you she was pregnant with her second child and her and her baby father were on the rocks because he couldn’t keep his rocks in his pants but she loves him and her mother can’t take that so she told my homey she got to find her a place, Now you know your girl Precious not going to diss my girl like that. Anyway back to the drama…MY baby daddy! Well actually it’s my youngest son’s father Jahlilz. His father is a pain because he only doing this because he has to pay child support. I mean how long did you think parenting was going to be free? I don’t think so.

So I am going to court for that but in the meanwhile I am kicking it with my new boo, my neighbor’s nephew Chace. Chace not from the hood and like I said before he don’t know me so he and I will work out fine. Now we been together since the summer and now that it’s fall well we took it to that step. Chace has been staying with me at night while his aunt is working nights. My mom lives in the same complex as me so it’s nothing to knock on her door and drop the boys off to my sister if she’s home. A lot has changed since I spoke to you guys last. Besides Shaquae and her drama with her man, she also has drama with a certain man that her mom is seeing. I think you know what I am saying. Shaquae is sleeping with her mom’s boyfriend. I don’t know what Quae was thinking well I know what she was thinking but did she think this would not blow up in her face? I love my girl and all but she sleeps with a grown man while her mom is at work and she sleeps with her boyfriend and now she is pregnant…Wow! The man has been with her mom for 3 years but I guess that day he wasn’t. Anyway I got to get dress because today is Friday and the girls and I are going to the club tonight. The club is called Flirt. It’s a teen spot we all hit up on Fridays when we know someone in the hood having a bday party there. This Friday my boy Duckie having something and he is popular with everyone so we going to represent hood style. Here comes Chace all in my butt want to know where I am going and that’s cool but come on, I am not trying to be tied down all the way. So I get rid of Chace and I head to Quae house so she can flat iron my hair and on my way I run into smutty buddy Bianca. I really don’t like her but I found out she really did sleep with Quae baby father and I can’t even kick it with her because her last days are approaching and I can’t be involved with that battle. Anyway the hood is out of control because I just found out that my girl TeTe had a fight last night with my baby father sister and TeTe whipped her out and now my baby father sister want her address and **** from me and I cant do that even if we cool but I’m being pulled into it and I am going to wind up fighting. I can’t be dealing with this drama because I have drama with Devin my baby father already and that’s going down. I am at Quae house and we gossiping about all the bull and she finally tells me that her mom’s boyfriend is the father of her child and she has to get rid of it before her baby daddy find out. So now we got to get the money and quickly dispose of her pregnancy before Derrick kills her. Derrick and Shaquae are a complicated relationship but he loves her even though he does his dirt. They have been together since Quae was 14 and he not going anywhere. I’m dress now and after I drop my boys I have to run to Jahlilz father house to pick up his clothes he left there after spending the night with his mom. We don’t speak and after the way he treated his son and me, I could care less about his feelings about me. His mom is cool so I let her see the baby when she wants. I already know what’s going down and I don’t want to sleep with him so I send Quae in there which causes a fight. He just needs me to be around like a clown so he can disrespect me. Like I said before my baby daddies are scum and they both can kick rocks but I still got love for them. As we are walking back to the apartment Bianca and Quae exchange words and all I know I am watching Bianca head hit the concrete several times like a ball hitting the ground so I pull Quae and Bianca runs toward her as I am holding her and I smack her down without hesitation. That’s my girl and it wasn’t going down like that. We walk away and I am just upset because my sneakers were new and they have scuffs on them. You are supposed to go to the club so fresh and so clean but now I look like I just broke up a fight.

We go to my house real fast to smoke a doobie and Derrick comes over to talk to Quae which leads to my bedroom and of course I don’t have to stress the rest. Now as they are doing their thing I call Chace to see if his feeling are hurt and so we can talk but he doesn’t answer but its cool because I know he probably sleep or playing video games with his peeps so I run down to my mom’s crib to check on my boys and my sister there with her man doing God’s knows what and the boys are upstairs watching TV. I check on them and am on my way. I know my mom is at work till 1am so she will be cool till I get home. Quae finally finishes after 2 mins..Lol and we hit up Flirt…The club is jumping and we look hot and the guys want us. Derrick shows up with his boys and Quae is on lock down and for a minute I thought I was too but Chace comes in with the hoe of the town, Bianca. I am ready to flip her wig but instead I go to him like what the hell!

He said its nothing but I then realize she got him and she only slept with him because I smacked her earlier but I don’t care because it’s his lost. We argue and I slap him in his face and pour my drink on her. I hate that I can’t stay with a man but hey it’s so many out there that I really can just have them all. It’s going on 2am and we decide to leave so Derrick was willing to drop me off but to my surprise Devin ass is standing outside and wants to talk. I don’t have time for this, you take me to court and now you want to talk? We get in the car and we argue about Jahmilz and I am ready to claw his eyes out and he pulls me close into a kiss and we end up sleeping together in his car. Man! I can’t believe this!

Devin and I broke up because he couldn’t keep his hands to himself but tonight I felt some passion that I never felt before. We also didn’t use a condom and I knew right there that this night would bite me in my ass. Devin drops me off and we both kiss one more time and I get out the car and as I walk to my door Chace comes out to see Devin drive off. My life gets better and better. Chace and I argue and I tell him that it’s too late and I go in my house thinking of what just happened tonight with Devin and me. I don’t know what to do but I know I still love Devin.

The next day Quae comes over so we can go to the doctor to get her procedure and as I am sitting and waiting for Quae I realize this might be me in a couple of weeks. I am a lot of things but stupid is not one. I could never have another child right now. My boys are 1 and 2. After 3 hours Quae is ready to go home and we take a cab to the crib where she sleeps her guilt away and promises to never sleep with her mom’s boyfriend again. For her sake I hope she is serious. I am about to lay down myself and my doorbell rings and its Devin. He wants me back and we talk about being a family and raising Jahmilz and Jahlilz together. I hug him and give him a kiss. Hey we all want that family life, don’t front! We’ll see what happens. Well until next time, see yaw and you know anything can happen in the hood. I’m here to tell it. Precious out!

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