Evidentiary 





As forever falls down my cheek
And your hand within my hand
Absently wipes away the only
Evidence that I was real

I decide to become even more
Of a stranger to myself and
Eliminate fear without doubt
By seeking written comfort and
Creating constant companionship
Alone in my own private world

For outside my head I have no home
That could protect or blanket me
From the ghosts haunting my reality

This disturbing nightmare
Is painfully evident

All the while dying moons 
Traipse across the starlit sky
Sulking amongst the shadows
Shrieking the piercing torment
That comes to gain by searching
Deprivation for the relevance
That may be evidentiary to
Where it all went wrong

And discovering that the grotesque
Truth turns me pale and sick only
After it has escaped into the open night
Fading all dreams from my eyes

My only evidence to relevance

Yeah, this is my melancholy story
And it has become evident with
Each passing night that I lay awake
Screaming in my silent awareness 


That it's about to get a lot worse