All I wanted was to feel or maybe live
Amongst the dreams I forever heard
Whispering from the sorrows of my heart
Regardless if doing such would only
Render me a knowing fool - or worse
My unspoken insight into the inevitable
Still failed to quell the blemished desires
In thinking beauty could reflect or attract
Another's heart to feel a beat for me
And through an abstract perception
My heart allowed love to lead me astray
In order to walk hand-in-hand
With your easy stride since I was able
To make sense within the aching happiness
Found from your protective embrace
Not realizing that you no longer
Listen or look out for my love
I still continue dreaming your memory
Even after the distance of time
Until my aimless search for my Homesick
Brought me to the silent doorstep
Of a dark house with hollow eyes
Lacking a welcome mat or the
Familiar touch of your warmth
And since I've chosen to wither and wait
Along my heart's floral path for you
I silently wonder to my loneliness
Which of my petals it thinks that you
Might choose as the pick of the day
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