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Things got even worse when I checked my emails for the first time today. I looked at my AOL mail, of course, no new messages. Then my Yahoo, only junk. That was dissapointing. I couldn't believe it. Usually I atleast have one new message on my Yahoo. No one was on instant messanger. On the outside, I didn't say a word. Nothing came out, and there were no temper tantrums. On the inside, I was hysterical.
I was starting to feel like someone turned all of my friends against me. My closest friends. It couldn't have been Clarice, the "good" girl at school. Everyone knew that she was a terrible jerk to me the entire forth grade year. So no one would take any crap from her.
I think I'll ask Rosie what happened. She might deny avoiding me, or maybe she'll tell the truth. Or maybe she will just act clueless, and say, "What are you talking about?" Maybe.
You think I'm taking this rather seriously, don't you? You don't understand quite yet, though. Friends have always been one of the most important things in the world to me. Because I have (had) amazing ones. But now what? The people that I love, the most important people in my life just disappear? This is ridiculous. I'm not just going to sit here and think, "Why?", I'm going to find out.
Copyright 2008 Steph :D
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