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start over! |
| Written by shirin | |
| Tuesday, 03 June 2008 | |
-oh boy,it's two years now! Two damn years which I really waste with you and what did u do to me? Just you made me weaker and weaker and u got stronger by swallowing my pride and my life...All I've ever wanted was to be with you and all I wanted from you was caring and love then what did u do to me?...No! You listen, this time it's my turn to talk so keep quiet, I just hate you...yeah! I'm sure that I hate you... why did you always have time for other stuff but me? I hate you, I hate you...
I threw the cell phone on my bed and tears covered my face. I was all shaking then he held me tight and whispered in my ears: you did it! I told you that you can do it, didn't I?
I couldn't answer just nodded my head; he turned me so he could look into my eyes: -now, stop crying dear! - I can't, he was my every thing... He put his hand on my mouth and stopped me: -just give me some time! I'll be the one for you! I'll bring all the words down to your knee! Just give me the chance please ,stop thinking about him, you deserve more, I will give you all my love, all my heart, all my life... with you I can do anything...
His words made me calm, I just stared at him and deep in his eyes I could see something, a real hope for life, a real will for doing what he has told me and that light in his eyes, a shine of love...
It was true that I didn't love him, I just liked him and he knew it but he did his best, he made me believe that I could start over... -"Oh dear! Just for you, I can die" he ended his sentence. Just then I decided what to do, I wanted love and he had it...
- I'm with you ...I said and embosomed him and started to cry again. Copyright 2008 shirin |
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