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MY DIARY (the series), Chapter 2This story may contain adult content. |
| Written by rosa mae alamil | |
| Monday, 02 June 2008 | |
MY DIARY: PACKING AND LEAVING
Today is Wednesday and I've just finish packing my things. I'll be in the street any hour by now. I'm starting to fix myself and think of something resourceful. This is really a mind alert. F**K!. I don't want to leave my room and my luxurious life. This is perfect S***T! What a day is this! I don't know who to run too. I don't have real friends that I can turn too whenever I have problems. Right now I'll be "by myself" just like what my evil Aunt said. I need to make a plan. A while ago I was thinking to sell my digital camera and some of my gadgets. I will use the money to rent a place. This is going to be hard. I'm not good in decision making just to let you know. At first I don't really love to sell my goody-goodies just to have money but I don't want to be stuck in the street forever. I don't want to sleep in that cold and lonely place. I don't want to look like a beggar you know. I don't really know where to start. I think I need a dope now. I want to get high. I want to freak out but for some reason I know I don't need too and I can't be in this scenario. My gosh!
I know I can make this...I hope so. I can't see Therence anymore. This is so SAD! I can't go to the dark room anymore. PATHETIC! I'll be out of the civilization for a while. I'll look for a job and look for a room where I can put my stuff. This is going to be easy. I don't know, maybe a little bit hard, I don't want to live in a mediocre lifestyle. Owwwww! I feel so devastated today!
"Moooooom && Daaaaaaaaaad! You're so UNFAIR!
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