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MY DIARY (the series)This story may contain adult content. |
| Written by rosa mae alamil | |
| Thursday, 29 May 2008 | |
MY DIARY: IT'S ALL ABOUT ME
Dear Diary,
Today is Monday,the first day of January. New years eve as what they call. I just bought you yesterday. I decided too because I need an accompaniment with my insanities. I don't want to sound like schizophrenic though because I know deep inside that I'm not. I have a lot of friends but I'm having a hard time trusting them. I don't know why I can't tell them my dilemmas and burdens. It's maybe because I'm scared that they will find out I'm weak. I don't want them to find out that I also have crushes because I'm scared that they will tease me and I will scare Therence away. I don't want them to know that I don't have parents and I'm living alone in this big house with my invisible aunt and uncle.
*** By the way I forgot to introduce myself to you. I am your owner and my name is Sophia. I am eighteen years old and I'm in college now. I live my life alone since gradeschool. I once have parents but they left this planet earth when I was in grade six because of a plane crash accident. Before, I believed in magic and miracles. I thought magicians can make my mom and dad woke up from a very long sleep, but there were no magicians that could bring back their senses. I thought everything was just a plain joke or maybe a nightmare so I prayed thinking that they will wake up from their long sleep in that long closed wooden cabin that's placed at the center of the chapel but they never woke up. No magicians, no God ever woke them up not even my helpless aunt and uncle. After the accident I spent the night crying and weeping. I'm missing my mom and dad so badly but there's nothing I can do. I know.
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After the accident my life has changed I transferred to a big house which for me is almost haunted. My aunt and uncle left me here with all the helpers and care takers. I spent my life alone. I grew up cheerful and jolly but I hid all my blurry fascinations inside me. I zipped them in my head and just let them out when I wanted too.
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That's why I decided to buy you. So that I can share my feelings and tears when I wanted too. I know you can help me. I will write to you everyday. I will let you know how lonely this house and how happy is the outside world. Copyright 2008 rosa mae alamil |
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