You promised that,

you'd never make me cry,

now i'm drowning in tears,

and all i can do is wonder why,

I tell myself,

that you aren't worth the pain,

to think of sun,

instead of dwelling on the rain,

Maybe if,

i don't think of you,

the hurt won't be real,

the sorrow untrue,

This wall hides me,

shields me from the world,

who they see,

is a completely different girl,

Grief sticken and heartbroken,

again and again,

nearly given up,

after doing all that i can,

It's an endless battle,

one i can't win,

i keep winding up,

where i've already been,

Caught in,

an eternal revolving door,

wishing to quit,

but going back for more,

I guess,

i'm better off alone,

the very best company,

is that of my own,

I won't let you break me,

though you may try,

on you,

i will no longer rely,

I'm done, i'm finished,

never to come back to your embrace,

slowly but surely,

our memories will be replaced,

My spirit will,

be set free,

i'm finally able,

to be the person i wish to be