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I spend my time wrapped up in me, blinded by what I see.

My greedy love has a need to feed on a love denied. Who denied who?

I remember not. I know my encompassing misery wants specific company

But why drag my love through my muddy misery? Why force me into greater agony?

My love wants me for a friend while she runs to other men. So far pain has been my only gain.

I thought love was supposed to be all magic and spectacular

mine is tragic, a serial disaster

Love is not returned to me so my question to this page; should I always be a miserable friend

or leave her so she can find "her" lover in the end.

Should I suffer like no other dreaming love with hope?            OR

Does that make me obsessive, an ******* dope.

Freed from my cage of love I dream my love would return

Does that make me a chicken **** quiter afraid of a love better?

One fact, one man stands at her side of her choice by her free will

Her free will willed me away and I'm such a child since its not my way

Her friend I cannot stay. Either way the pain of it all is mine

Her memory will erase my face with time 

Keyword: tragic love lost

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Posted by resistanceisfreedom 2008-04-30 14:00:38 .... hey this was really good. no, staying her friend would seem like the wrong decision in my opinion. leave her behind. + Report this comment
Posted by Egoist 2008-05-03 17:50:22 .... But don't just ditch her. That would be heartless. As much as it would seem that she cannot care about you, she actually cares about you so much, she's trying to get around with other men to forget about you. I hope this isn't a real event, because either way it's going to be a shitload of unhappiness for both. If the ditching commences, then she would get mad, but the only thing to keep her happy is to say, you'd be her friend, even though not, it would make her feel bad if she ever did do anything with another man. Why did I answer your problem? I don't really know, maybe because you made it sound so realistic, I thought you needed help. I hope it does help. Love sort of sucks in the end. + Report this comment

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