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The Love "Guru" - Part III |
| Written by Rowena | |
| Sunday, 30 March 2008 | |
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Share it:      “So you leaving me for long 8 weeks,” he whispered. “Yes, I am and the time will just fly, so please don’t get upset. I know it’s hard but it will be even harder for me with Shiv around. Plus I have to go and sort things out with him before I start my second year project in your village, I whispered back”. San and I have been seeing each other more and more. He had been creeping into my house every night since Shiv had visited me. I was over 5 months but every night seemed so new. I still remember that night when I was alone in bed and thinking of San, it was raining outside and I felt a sudden urge inside me to make love to San, when I heard a knock at the door. It was around 2 am and when I opened it I saw San standing at the door soaked in the rain. His hands were shaking and his pink lips had turned purple due to the cold. “I have been standing out since 11 thinking whether to knock and wake you up or not, he said shivering.” I got him inside took his clothes off gave his a warm gown to wear and made him some coffee. He sipped on his coffee while I got a towel and dried his hair. I felt sorry for him and I was angry on myself for not listening to my heart. I knew he was around and I was tossing in the bed but I didn’t go outside to check. “I am sorry for hurting you at the riverbank, he whispered.” “That’s ok I replied, I only got hurt because I was scared. I trust you more than anything in the world and I knew you would never hurt me, I said.” I held his hands and took him to bed. We clinged to each other and whispered to each other till 4.30 am. He got dressed and left that night and promised he will be back the next night and every night after that. I was going under enamours changes. I had been basically glowing and the rest of the teachers thought just because I was in love, just too much in love with Shiv they used to tease me. But this night today was different. I had to go back home and I just hated the idea of getting away, away from San. He didn’t want me to go. “Just stay back for another week, he persuaded. The other teachers will be gone and since there is a wedding in the village no one will not notice that I am at your place day and night, he said.” No one might notice but his grandparents will definitely know. They have their suspicion that San had been disappearing from home but they have no idea as where he ends up every night. “Ok fine, I said, I’ll stay back for another week, just one more week,” and with these words I slipped down the blanket making kisses and leaving marks on his body as I went down. San parted his legs and pulled up his legs. I ran my tongues on his thighs and bit him, which made him giggle. With the tip of my tongue I stated teasing his manhood. I took the whole thing in my mouth and pushed it out again. I could tell that it had grown a lot bigger than when I initially took that in my mouth some 10 months back and why wouldn’t it. I have been sucking on it like anything. It had been my toy and my joy and no one or nothing can stop me now. With these thoughts I increased my speed and as he was about to come he pulled out of my mouth and used the tissue to wipe it off. He started kissing me and used his tongue all over my body. He sucked hard on my breast and made makes on my tummy. “Don’t do that I whispered, but you don’t have to worry about it now since you going home after a week now,” he said smiling and slipped even deeper. His tongue was in and out of my ***** and he sucked onto me till I came. He didn’t move from waited for the whitish substance to come and he licked me dry. It was 4 am and he quickly changed and headed off for home. As he was about to walk out of the door he turned to look at me and came back to my bed and started kissing me passionately again. “Just go, I said and pushed him away.” He was right; everyone was so busy that they didn’t notice that San was with me 24/7. At the wedding everyone was so happy to see me. Every person I met thanked me for my work at Lumley. I reluctantly smiled back to them and hated myself for it. They will not show me the same respect once they find out what I had been doing, I thought to myself. I was given a special seat just near the main stage where the function was going on but my eyes were searching for San. Finally he arrived with his grandparents. He looked just amazing, the maroon shirt and the beige shiny pants and the matching scarf were just perfect. He looks so Indian and dashing, I thought to myself. He started working towards me holding his grandmothers hand and I couldn’t stop staring at him. He gave a small wink at me and sat his grandmother next to me and walked away. I could see the giggles and the slay smiles the young girls in the crowd had for him but he was not even paying attention to them. After the wedding I took them back to their house in my vehicle. His grandmother kept kissing me and told me that she will miss me for the next 7 weeks and for me to arrive at my destination and back to the village safely. Once they were safely back in the house San told them that he was going back to the wedding and we drove back to my place. “So you do know how to wear a sari, he teased me. I have something for you so do you mind closing your eyes for me.” ”San, I said, we don’t have any lights here and I can’t see you or your surprise so stop playing around.” I could feel his hands on my foot and I could feel him tying something around my ankle. “An anklet I said in surprise, that’s so wonderful and I love the sweet sound it makes when you walk around with it.” He got up and held on to me tightly and kissed on my neck. “San, San please don’t do this tonight, as I need to talk to you.” “Talk about what, he said.” Shi, I couldn’t complete the word as he started kissing on my lips. I pushed him away and told him to stop, as I really needed to talk to him. But he was not prepared to listen. We would be away form each other for the next 7 weeks and if we couldn’t get enough of each other every night how would we even manage 7 weeks. His hands were working quickly on the buttons of my blouse; he gently unwrapped the sari and pulled the skirt down, which was holding my sari. He picked me up and placed me on the bed and started kissing me. As he started moving down I could hear some noise far up the road. “San, San I yelled, you have to get out now as Shiv is coming.” San went out and I gathered the clothes took the towel and ran into the bathroom. I could hear the cars pulling up outside the gate. “What you waiting for, I heard Shiv shout. Go and bring her stuff out.” I ran out of the shower in my gown to stop them. “Shiv you cannot do this, please Shiv you cannot just drag me out of here just because I didn’t turn up on our wedding day.” I had my reasons, I told him but Shiv was not prepared to listen. “Why are you in the shower at this time of the night, he demanded.” I was shivering with fear. I was scared, scared to death but not because Shiv was there or that I had not returned home in time for my wedding, but for San. “Come on, go inside and get her stuff”, he yelled while his men barged inside and started packing my clothes. I ran inside and managed to grab and pants and top and went in the bathroom to dress. All my stuff was in his car even before I could dress up and the house was ransacked for clues as to whom I was involved with. Shiv held my hands and started dragging me towards my car. He pushed me hard in the car and I hit my head on the gearbox. He got into the drivers side and I slapped him hard, I opened the door and started running. “Go after her and get her back here and make sure you kill anyone who tries to help her, he shouted at his men.” I was running as if bees were after me. I ran through the village compound and headed towards San’s house. As I was passing the last set of trees before San’s house I felt someone grab onto my legs I fell on the ground, hard. “It’s me, what is going on, asked San in a terrified voice.” “Please just run San, just run and don’t look back.” don’t go back home to check or explain things to your grandparents, I will look after them, I said crying and holding onto him tightly, not even letting him go. San, please just go and I will explain everything to you later, whenever I see you next.” San hurriedly kissed and hugged me and ran up the hills and I stated running back to the village and knocked on the first door I saw. Meanwhile Shiv’s men on my back and they pinned me against the wall of that house. Saw San pulling up my vehicle in front of the house and just as he did, the owner of the house opened to check what the commotion was about and Shiv fired three shots at him. The poor man fell to the ground covered in blood; his head turned towards me with his open eyes looking at me. Heard Shiv laugh, “the bastard is dead, what you guys waiting for bring her to me”. I lost conscious and fell to the ground. I must have been unconscious for a very long time; as when I opened my eyes the sun was setting. I could hear voices and they sounded very familiar. I ran to the door but it was locked from outside. I banged on the door for someone to let me out and tell me what was going on, but no one answered and the voices outside soon disappeared. Sat down and started to cry out loudly, as I recalled what all had happen the night earlier. Wonder what the villagers thought and wondered where San was. Shiv had killed someone else thinking I was having affair with him just because I knocked at his door. I felt sorry for that man, whoever he was, but was happy that San is still alive somewhere. The door opened and in walked two ladies. “What do you want, I shouted.” They looked terrified and quickly closed the door behind them. One came quickly to my side and sat down on the floor next to me. “Boss has asked us to bath and dress you for the wedding, she said.” “What wedding, I shouted at them angrily, just get the hell out of here and tell your damn boss that I need to see him.” Their boss did come in with a pistol on my mum’s head. “It’s you choice he said, do you want to attend a funeral or do you want the wedding, he said in an aggressive voice.” I was lost for words and was left stunned. I walked into the bathroom and had a long warm shower. I left the shower running and I curled myself underneath crying and shouting hoping Shiv didn’t hear me. I dressed up and walked down the steps thinking where my mum was. Shiv held my hands and pulled it to the main stage where the priest was sitting. The priest quickly performed the rituals and left the premises. I walked back to the room and closed the door behind me. Heard a gunshot and I knew someone was dead, but didn’t know who that someone was. Shiv barged into the room and looked at me with satisfaction on his face. “You are all mine, he shouted, did you hear that, you are all mine” and he burst into laughter. “Shiv, please tell me where mum is, I begged him. I know you are the son of a great underworld king and you can take whatever you want, but for god’s sake just tell me once where my mum is, I begged him”, and fell on my knees crying. “She will be safe as long as you stick to what I say, he said with a giggle.” “Fine, I will do whatever you want, but please don’t hurt her.” He pulled me up and pushed me hard on the bed. “Wife, he said cunningly, it’s our honeymoon.” I quickly gathered myself up and as he came close, using my heels I pushed myself to the edge of the bed. He grabbed the dress and pulled it in an aggressive manner tearing a big portion of it out. “You bastard, I shouted” and he slapped me hard on my face. Blood came out of my mouth and I fell on the floor. He placed one of his legs across my legs and with one hand he pinned down both of my arms. He started running his hands into my dress. I was disgusted with his attitude and just wished I were dead. His hands went further up till he reached *****. He got up and kicked me hard on my tummy, “you ****, he shouted why are you so dry and cold, when I want to sleep with you”. As he was about to kick me gain, his parents slammed the door open. His mum quickly helped me get off the floor and dragged me out of the room. She took me to a cosy room and passed me a towel and some clothes. I bathed over and over again rubbing soap madly over my legs, where Shiv has touched. How can he do this, I kept thinking and crying. Where is San, I thought to myself? He promised he would be there for me whenever I needed him. I needed him now; I needed him to take me away from Shiv for good. I lay in the bed that night and cried aloud in pain and thinking about San! The door was firmly locked from inside and outside; the food Shiv’s mum left for me was still on the table, untouched. It started to pour down and I went to the window to look outside; just to check if San was not standing in the rain getting wet and cold! Copyright 2008 Rowena |
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