Life, what is there after? To tell you the truth I don't know. I think of life as a big stream of water, where the water flows eternally not knowing where it will end up. How did it get there we have no idea. Just like life we don't know the truth of how we got here. We just know we exist or do we not. I ask myself many questions about life knowing I won't get any answers back, I keep on with my thoughts. As I get older I know I'm dying, but the best thing about dying is that when we die we end up in a place we all want to be in. A place called our dreams where we sleep forever. The start of a new life and a new will. My dreams are what I love about life the most. They take me away to a place nobody can ruin. Though I am alone I love to be in that place. Everything I want or anything I want to be I can be. So if I died today I would be happy because I know I'd be in a better place, than the one I'm in right now. A place full of corruption and violence, I can't believe how peoples mind are so different when we are all the same. I wish I could change the way people think so I could help others. But yet I'm too young to understand the meaning of what is going on. People think that just because someone is too young they can't think. All that most people think about is themselves and not others. For that reason I have isolated myself from people. To understand the meaning of being alone when nobody wants to be with you. Solitude, I often wonder if being alone is better than being with others who don't appreciate you. Sometimes I feel it is true but then again I feel so alone. All by myself, when will I have a hand to hold or a shoulder to lean on. When will I ever love, I guess being alone isn't that good after all. But to be with others is harder than being alone. Because nobody wants to deal with your problems but you still have to deal with the others problems. So what happens when everything is gone? So what do I have to gain when the lights turn off and I'm sitting in darkness? Will the door open and free me from this darkness. Or will I have to walk with you into the dark.
