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Written by shirin
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Friday, 21 March 2008 |
It was raining but she didn't care, why should she care…?If…if he dies…then… No! She couldn't even think about his death… It was one year ago when they finally find out what's going on! They had a secret love; they didn't even talk about it! But at the time they knew it was love! It was wonderful, maybe some people took it as a joke but they didn't care; for it was love! They were classmates but he was kind of shy person…She was an honor student; that was the first reason which made him fall for her, she wasn't beautiful but she has a kind heart which made her has so many good friends; he was handsome and intelligent as so many girls dream about going out with him but he chose her not because of her face but because of her heart. It started with shy looks and it never went farther…all of her friends advised her to forget him just because if he really wanted her, he would come and speak to her and ask her out! But it was not what she thought about or even dreamed about, yes! It was true that she was sad most of the time and some nights she cried but not for those things; she loved him and all she wanted was his love in return… She was scared of losing him, scared of other girls which had more beauty and scared of losing the most passionate thing which happened to her! That was why she cried… He was shy but proud, he hardly even show love in his behavior but in his look…it was something …something clear…something which made her shake sometimes…a beautiful feeling which made her fall more…a beautiful feeling which she hoped to be "love"! She knew that their world was linked, if something happened to him, she would understand, even if he was sick or sad… Sometimes she became upset when she daydreamed that they were talking and laughing…but then she thought the most powerful point of their relationship was the silent between them! It was funny but sometimes without her effort she understood what he was up to…like the way she found out which classes he took or which marks he got or what he was worry about… and like the way she found out he was in hospital for a car accident, he was nearly dead … Now she should make the most important decision of her life: to meet him before being too late or to stay and …to meet the reality or to stay in dreams, to confess her love or let it be a secret forever… "What's the use of telling him" I love you"; if I made a mistake about his emotion what if he doesn't love me…but what if he dies?" No! He won't die …our world is as one if something happens to him it'll happen to me too, she was all wet and confused at hospital door… "Should I…" it still rains…
Copyright 2008 shirin
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