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When An Owl scribbles his Love for the planet, he Will Receive nothing. |
| Written by jonas R/F | |
| Saturday, 02 February 2008 | |
I will not be here Here...>,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,>,,,,,,,,,>there or over here<,,,,,,,,,> i want to be here. but i'm here and here(meaning nowhere but over there) is how i will be left. I am ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,exiting the room..out the door<><><>
and in the midst of a student body. they are looking for the routine as it will make them feel. and they are feeling all right. all right they are..........they are real bastards. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>so am I<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<because by the lockers.....a certain locker........>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> one in a place i shouldn't roam is a girl/locker. the spot i wish wasn't so I THERE__________________________|yet it is. and there she is. and here am ^ in the clouds because now i have, for the ect. upon constant ect. of times, i have seen her. (this girl) --------------------------- <------{and now i'll dAydream}--------->
(her glance) (my glance) (away) (again) (closer) {end of the day} (bus time in fact) (to leave-but no) (i'll try today) (nobody else) (no pocket-pushers) (dogma whores) _nothing_ (so) (just us) (being us) (ok i'm acting a little lonely)(for showmanship) (she's pretty) (i'm not worried-she's nice too) (i'll say something right if i try)
(drop something)(please?)(could you?) YES!!!
(time to run)(or walk) "its okay no bother" "thanks jonny" "right"(i need something stronger)_________ ___________"uh your welcome"(hmm) "Ann" (homework!)__"oh the thing Mrs M's class. What was that again?" "the assignment?" "yeah" (through her things now) "the display" "that's it?" "yes" "thanks"(two smiles) (and a walk away) {maybe in real-time?}
no everyone walks and walks and forever forever they walk past,past,past friends i wish weren't my burden you can leave to. but im not just standing there... but I'm here too you know walking around in hazey little mazes looking as if i were -- >here/her<-- looking like she was mine. a godess of mine. she's only a blind vulture right now and she's eating me where I (her) stand well curse that eh. damn that. daMN DAMNIT DAMNIT DAAMNN IT-a!!! un;ess i blurted that out i see no reson why they should be be staring. But She Is Too! oh wait damn
well could she like me know? weird? no I'm not I AM not but she probably does'nt like me. now at least
Today sucked. Copyright 2008 jonas R/F |
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